I say I don't write poetry, and I really don't, but every now and then a poem insists on expressing itself, however good or bad. This poem came about after years of studying fiction writing, attending writer workshops, and participating in critique groups. There are two kinds of critique groups--the savage kind that rips you to shreds and leaves you bloody on the floor and the motherly kind that praises every mediocre effort as wonderful and insightful. (You should be published!)
I thrive best on rejection. I learn from anyone who will teach me. Mean-spirited doesn't bother me. I'm far more worried about those who would coddle me. To be a writer, you must check your ego at the door and use all your instincts to find your way.
Writer
by Linda Katmarian
Writer, when first I tapped you on the shoulder,
did you think I promised success and fame? Glory be to you forever?
Better to draw up a business plan, study for another career.
And you did. You studied editing and theory, dedicated much paper
to these easy gods and their prophets,
to these easy gods and their prophets,
planned for your coronation.
Tell a story and tell the truth, I whispered in your ear. I will
have no other gods before me.
You became a fearful priest who coveted your scrolls.
I am not the god that accepts tithes or grants
dispensations. Only flesh and blood will do. I make no promises.
Writer, if you carry your cross the distance and you are
still conscious when they nail you to it,
maybe they will crown you King of Words.
ha, ain't it the truth!
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